January 4th, 2011

going to bed… maybe I’ll get out of it at some point.

I have been looking for another job for the past 2 months without luck. My unemployment just desn’t cover all of the things I need it to cover. Couldn’t get an extension from the power comapny so they turned the power off about an hour ago.No lights, no heat, no hot water, no cooking, Check won’t get here for week, and even then it’s another choice of whether to pay the bills or buy food. The Buddha always did say that life was suffering. Sucks. I’m crawling into bed and thinking really hard about whether or not I’m going to crawl out of this dark hole I find myself in. FUCK.